First and foremost:
Mom, forgive me for having continual side commentary throughout this show as you drink wine and fold laundry.
Mom, sorry for trashing it now.
Here are a few things in this world that really grind my gears. Not necessarily in any particular order.
1.) sex trafficking
2.) genocide
3.) Croc shoes
4.) orphaned children
5) Toddlers and Tiaras. (this is not safe from my blogosphere)
…and you guessed it-
“The Bachelor”
For those of you who have been living under a rock, let me enlighten you.
If my calculations are correct, this show (as well as the Bachelorette) has been on for a total of BA-zillion years. A ba-zillion years of men and women arriving in their gowns and tux ,as if it is their normal attire. Followed by hopping out of a limo to awkwardly say something witty to a stranger. After the parade of uncomfortable sequins and ties, there is this mixer if you will. This array of wine usually draws the mass of women to the pool which ALWAYS has a fire burning seductively right off the side. One by one they attempt to “make their mark” , hoping to out do the last girl. They scramble over couches and wicker chairs to make sure they get to say something that sets them a part from all the other ladies.
It is basically a tornado of awkwardness, low self-esteem, high heals and roses.
Oh the ROSES.
Here, a simple flower becomes a trophy, or a symbol of everything wrong with you.
After having a few minutes of reading off your Relationship Resume,
“I’d make a great mother, I love beaches, and making popcorn. BUUTT I’m addicted to hairspray and have some trust issues. Call my ex boyfriend if you need a reference in the next 5 minutes. OH! You might need to call between the hours of 4 and 6 tomorrow, because that’s when the jail let’s him take phone calls”.
OWWWW!
Sorry, God just smighted me with a lighting bolt for all my judgement.
ANYWAYS, after viewing the scented resumes, or breasts as you might call them,the ceremony begins.
The infamous, dramatic, and yet strangely addicting ceremony.
Observe.
Please jump to 3:15. You will hear the phrase, “what’s-her-butt”. Get excited.
If you notice, there is a lot of anger over one girl coming back into the mix.
A lot of , “If Ben knows any better….I think he has feelings for me too….I think these are real…can we get married yet?…*crying*”. They lash out like cats pushed into a corner, hissing and spitting through their lipstick.
IF you get a rose, you are safe from leaving. If you don’t, He’s Just Not That Into You.
Every week, some girl is eliminated from this rat race to be Mrs. Whatever-His-Name-Is-This-Season.
Eliminated. Every.Week.
You:”Ashlee, how do you know all of this?”
Me: ” So MAYBE I have watched a few episodes”
You: “Isn’t that hypocritical? I mean, you are basically composing a parody and saying it’s pathetic”
Me:” Ya, well it is”
You:”But you’ve watched it?”
Me: “Doesn’t mean it isn’t entertaining”.
You: ” I think you’re kind of pathetic”
Me: “I just write the blog, but YOU BE READIN’ IT!”
I admit it, I have watched this show. I have had a glass of wine or two with my mother and dissected every nuance about each woman. In between my sarcastic, snide comments I have placed a bet on who I think Mr. Whatever-I’m Rich- Guy should be with.
So before you write me off as a complete, raging feminist, listen to me when I say this:
-There is something unnerving about this show.
– The competition overrides a relationship
-The idea of a pursuit is tainted.
– I don’t believe I am better than any of those women.
Why?
Because any person placed in an environment that flourishes with competition, will rise to the occasion. Any person who has something they deeply desire at their fingertips will fight to get it. Any person can justify their actions and feelings to seem more than genuine. Basically, who is to say I wouldn’t become one of these women if I was there?
You: “Ashlee, come on. Isn’t that stretching it a bit?”
Me:” hold on”
Seriously hold on, stay with me. The Survival of the Fittest model can illustrate how species evolve and multiply according to who fought to live. We naturally compete against one another. We compete to win, to get what we want, to survive. So any good natured human being could possibly become the very extreme of this model.
What is unnerving to me about all of this, is that we naturally celebrate the competition over relationship. This show rips open all of the insecurities and fears and places them on display for the world to place bets on, drink wine, and celebrate when the bitchy girl leaves.
Somewhere along the way, we took what we were created for , relationships, and began competing against others for them.
^The Gospel according to reality TV.
Honestly, I think this show should upset you a little bit. Why is this normal? Why is the art of pursuit not an art, but a collection?
I heard in a sermon recently at Ecclesia (check it out, http://www.ecclesiahouston.org/) about walking the line of being in the world and OF the world. We should be relevant and not hide under a rock, we should be OUT and MOVING, and GOING in the world. However, we shouldn’t compromise our hearts. Some things just aren’t good for us.
This show is NOT good for me. It taints me. It makes me mean. It makes me cynical.
…And it makes me sad. It is sad that this is how the world views relationships. It is even sadder that some women base their idea of being pursued through this lens. It makes me sad that some of this Reality Gospel about relationships has seeped into my woman brain.
Why celebrate love as a competition? That’s what we’ve been told to do.
But it’s not what we have to do.
p.s. I still think this show is stupid.